A few questions to name what you can feel but cannot quite pin down.
This gave you a read to work from. Seeing which road you are on is hard to do from the inside, because you are holding the whole company at once and this is one piece of it. If it would help to have someone experienced look at it with you and stay through the decisions rather than hand you a plan and leave, that is the work I do. Start with the gap you landed on here, and we can take it from there.